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My bad, illusions.
Saturday @ 1/16/2010 10:51:00 AM

CCA open house yesterday. had quite abit of fun, guess will be losing my voice real sooooon. but overall, nope, it havent been a great day.

yes, no doubt i cherish my clique in E5 alot. because, they werent just my any other ordinary cliques that i had. because, they were the ones who stood by me most of the time. because, they wont judge me the way other people will. because, the wont just forsake and leave me alone. because, they were the ones who really had great trust in me. because, they are the ones i really wanna thank alot. because, people wont know what great times and bonds we shared together.
however, people whom are important will always be still important. the importance wont just fade because i dont say much of them in my blog. isnt that importance supposed to be deeper than just words from my blog? if thats the case, thats nothing more than just disappointment uh. if thats the case, those were not bonds from within, they are just love on the surface, faith that is lacking. if thats the case, those words are nothing more than just words.
yah, indeed it was hurting, it make me woke up and grew up. nope, i dont wanna be that fool anymore. nope, i dont wanna be that ignorant one anymore. and i dont wanna be that one who is forever in great confusion and suspensions and all that i got back was just, a word of nothing. now i know, acceptance of the other is not just a word of saying and can be done so easily. the more you believed, the harder you fell. those words of believing and forever made me fell so much more than ever.
people might be confuse by this post yah. but nvrmind, those who knows will know.
bye.


To build me up and tear me down,
like an old abandoned house.