Get out of my mind.
Wednesday @ 12/30/2009 05:56:00 PM
Somebody, smack me on the face. and hopefully, i'll forget everything and everything.
Miracles, Fireworks, Promises.
@ 12/30/2009 12:47:00 PM
new year's gonna come, school's gonna start and thats when stress' gonna arrive.
like so damn fast eh this holiday. i wanna catch fireworks at marina bay during countdown, but yah, my Ong Manping and Sonia are lazy to goooooooo. :/ me and rina are like begging them like siaaaaaaaao loh. damn sad leh. :/
i like to watch fireworks cause it's pretty obviously, and because i first get to watch fireworks when i was Primary5? like so pathetic right! i bet many of you all caught many fireworks in 11years of life alrdy loh. its okaaaaaay, at least i watched it before. hohoho. hopefully i can catch fireworks on that day, on tv perhaps. lols, like so pathetic eh. nvrmind, hope that miracle will happen? okay, like dream on lah -,-
kay, shall off to my world of homeworks. (:
and yah, i dont have a good feeling about 2010. i bet its gonna be like hell for me.
pretty fireworks,
come and go,
just like memories,
off they go. :/
I see you.
Monday @ 12/28/2009 11:18:00 PM
movie avatar with my Manping, Rina, Sonia and Tarilyn. like woohoooooooo, veh nice movie. exciting, romantic and everything uh. but yah, the blueblue thing still looks kinda gross to me. haha, its okay, at least they're nice in the movie? unlike those people who tried to destroy their home, feel like smacking them on the face. haha. Rina so excited in the theatre luh, lol! me too uh, Manping looks like she's gonna fall asleep anytime. Sonia looks like she's so into the movie. haha. but yah, had fun with my girls tonight.
tons of homework and work not revised yet. and, feel like banging myself on the wall. -,-
i feel like leaving this long route
that i've been walking for so long.
The nightmare before Christmas.
Sunday @ 12/27/2009 03:44:00 PM
Christmas Eve.
edited by Jing, (:
went to watch Alvin and the chipmunks with my cousins in the afternoon. a veh cute movie uh, (:after dinner, off to Orchard to meet my girls for countdown. it was enjoyable at first, had alot of fun with my girls. after that, dont know for whaaaat reason, got aimed by a bunch of guys kept spraying those whitewhite unknown substances at us uh. as the crowd gets bigger and bigger, felt like a piece of shit stuck in nowhere in those people. with people squeezing us like some pancakes, we can hardly breathe loh. lol. andddddd yah, dont feel like talking about that anymore. the sight of those B___ workers makes me feel so traumatised now. felt like some lunatic trying desperately to get out of the crowd. somehow, i rolled down a flight of stairs, so malu uh >< and therefore, brusies on my leg againnnn. ah like, wth right. reached home, and kept tossing around on the bed before i really got to sleep.
Christmas Day.
went out with watermaps in the afternoon, back to the traumatising place again. ah, nvrmind. after that, went to my aunt house for steamboat at night. had fun with my lovelyyyyy cousins! (: had logcake and exchanged presents.
Boxing Day.
Bishan J8 to shop in the afternoon, and off to wildwildwet in the evening. cooooooool to be in wildwildwet at night uh, had fun with my cousins too. hehe.
有过的快乐我都记得，
回忆还旋转着
爱怎么停了，
我们都累了。
-泪了, 曾沛慈
On my heart.
Wednesday @ 12/23/2009 09:27:00 PM
finished our christmas caroling at taka yesterday. it was kinda fun yah, and we enjoyed ourselves? (: after our performance, walked around orchard, supposed to go wheel lock place, but cant find uh. so my three girls decided to go back northpoint instead, but i went home! stomach hurts like whaaaaat only, but endured until i went home. hoho, pro right me.
cant eat supper cause yah, it'll cause indigestion and therefore gain weight. but didnt torture myself, drank milo and went to my lalaland! :D
because,
i lost my courage somewhere.
Nothing's built to last.
Sunday @ 12/20/2009 08:28:00 PM
went to snow city yesterday, was so damn cold inside luh. almost thought that my ear is gonna drop or something. went to try out snowtubing, is funnnnnn alright! (: and finally, i cant stand the temperature inside alrdy, my nose and ears was red like whaaaaaat only. changed and made our way to jurong point. was totally fun yesterday, thanks to my lovely cousins uh! C:
on friday, went to the hospital to get that thing remove from my finger. doctor says its a viral wart. sounds scary right, lol! the nurse use some surgical blade to trim the wart, obviously it was super painful, cant scream or cry, cause will be superrrrr malu luh. so yah, i held back. and then she sprayed liquid nitrogen, it was super painful too okay. but yah, at least its over. proud of myself kay, went through the most painful process alrdy, hopefully, it wont be so painful anymore uh. ><
Christmas is coming, means school's opening soooon. haha, bye! (:
through it all i made my mistakes,
i stumble and fall.
With me.
Thursday @ 12/17/2009 10:36:00 PM
Happy Belated Birthday Bernice! (:
stupid blogger, type finish everything then just disappear. tsk.
went to Bernice's chalet yesterday after choir. sorry guys, for making you all wait so long uh >< after that bus-ed to East Coast and walked a longlong waaaaay. in actualy fact, we ran. haha! reached there, chatted with the girls and all. only had a few sips of carlsberg, cause cant stand the bitterness uh. Yanhong drank alot more than me, Bernice and Cheryl seem like pro-drinkers too. went to walk around at the beach, the nightsky yesterday was damn pretty luh, got alot of stars! :D after that, we all cabbed home, reached home at about 11?
had been a goooooood girl today, went to the library and studied alone. feel kinda peaceful there uh, although i lost my waterbottle there too luh. buttttttt, hopefully i can fall in love with books in the peaceful environment there? (:
wanna go continue my show alrdy, byeeeeee!
最熟悉的陌生人。
Someday, somehow.
Tuesday @ 12/15/2009 07:31:00 PM
had been a good girl these two days, went to the library and studied. like woaaaaaaaaah, unbelievable right. lols. managed to complate most of my maths assignment and revised my sciences. wohooooo, great achievement! (:
but yah, veh unfortunately, i left my waterbottle in the library yesterday but i only found out this afternoon before i left the house. i know im kinda slow, but yah, at least i realise it was gone kay. went to the library and check, they say they didnt find it. like saddddd loh, dont know where it went. nvrmindddd, what's yours is yours right. im gonna look on the bright side yoh! lols!
shall continue my 终极三国 marathon man. its super nice loh! okay, bye! (:
what doesnt kill you,
only makes you stronger.
Melody Flows.
Saturday @ 12/12/2009 09:05:00 PM
yayeeee, finished our performance at Singapore Conference Hall, (:
went up the stage shaking at all, and yah i sang nervously. perhaps i look really stupid at that point of time, was like grabbing my skirt all the way. scary uh >< however, its overrr! like wohoooooooo! :D
ahhhhhh, feel like my head's burning. gonna fall sick soon i guess. like woooooooah, sick immediately after performance. the aftermath of being nervous? lols, guess not. its okaaay, hope it's not some serious flu or whatsoever, if not i'll be like blowing my nose off and killing trees. weeeeeee, im kinda in love with 桃花小妹 and 终极三国 now. coooool shows. hehe.
shall stop typing. because, im lazy, (:
im losing hold of,
everything.
Nightmares.
Sunday @ 12/06/2009 10:55:00 PM
ahhhh, keep having nightmares recently. dont know for whatever reason also, and every nightmare doesnt make any sense to me too.
last week i had a nightmare about world war3 in Singapore, then planes are crashing everywhere around me luh. feel kinda stupid uh. and i desperately calling for help, but yah, nobody bothered.
another one is about my whole family abandoning me and i have no place to live, and i got on a random bus with random people, they brought me to some stupid tunnel then one huge cobra and cat attacked me. i was like o.o
then yesterday, i dreamt about people killing me loh. its about got alot of people play daidee then who lose then must get killed, and i lost i think. then i ended up jumping off the building but didnt die. seems not logical right? and i woke up after every nightmare sweating. its scary.
like some adventure movie or something like that. its okay, i hope i'll have a nicenice dream today yah. hoho. (:
you will when you,
believe.
Hardworking day.
Thursday @ 12/03/2009 09:31:00 PM
finally felt proud of myself today maaaaan.
hehe, managed to complete most of my emaths homework, which is a bigbig achievement for me? (: went to woodlands library in the morning to homework with Firdaus and the rest. after that went back northpoint to meet up with my two babes, Manping and Jiahui to homework again! :D haha.
felt that this holiday are going pass to quickly alrdy. hmm, or should i say, this year had been veh fast for us? when i think through everything that i gone through this year yesterday night, i felt kinda scared man, cause maybe the next thing i know, we'll be taking our olevels alrdy. isnt it really kinda frightening?
was chatting with Firdaus they all about first time we stepped into 3E5. and everything we've gone through, its really amazing and cool uh? (: a BIGBIG love to our clique man, really hope to have another outing with you guys alright :D
think i really should put my mind into studies alrdy, its time for me to do all the catchups yoh! hopefully, i can do it? and yah, i really enjoyed this year alot uh (:
and another fact that i thought of last night, those happyhappy moments are like shooting stars and meteorites, beautiful but soon will be gone. but at least, we once had it isnt it? yah, so should be contented man! :D lol, so not like me to say these kinda stuff.
perhaps that means, the small girl grew up! :DDDDD
footprints on my heart.