By post:

1. Confused..
2. Courage
3. More than meets the eye
4. Lost time is never found again
5. A Perfect Getaway
6. End of year 1.
7. Stress kicks in.
8. Cruise with the lovely DTRM'05
9. DTRM'05
10. Denial.

By month:

1. November 2007
2. December 2007
3. January 2008
4. February 2008
5. March 2008
6. April 2008
7. May 2008
8. June 2008
9. July 2008
10. August 2008
11. September 2008
12. October 2008
13. November 2008
14. December 2008
15. January 2009
16. February 2009
17. March 2009
18. April 2009
19. May 2009
20. June 2009
21. July 2009
22. August 2009
23. September 2009
24. October 2009
25. November 2009
26. December 2009
27. January 2010
28. February 2010
29. March 2010
30. April 2010
31. May 2010
32. June 2010
33. July 2010
34. August 2010
35. September 2010
36. October 2010
37. December 2010
38. March 2011
39. August 2011
40. September 2011
41. January 2012
42. February 2012
43. September 2012
44. February 2013
45. May 2013
46. June 2013
47. July 2013

I wish i knew why am i feeling this way.. 

 这到底是什么感觉。。

"我和我最後的倔强 握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂 就算失望不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强 我在风中大声的唱
这一次为自己疯狂 就这一次 我和我的倔强"

Sometimes, i wonder where will my decisions take me to.
Sometimes, i wonder where will this course take me to.
Sometimes, i really hope to see my future in advance to know if i have made the correct decision.
Sometimes, i really wonder if i know myself well enough.
Sometimes, i really wonder if i had even tried my very best.
Sometimes, i really wonder if my best was even enough.
Sometimes, i really wonder if i have the capabilities to bring me far in life.
Sometimes, there are some days that you can't help but think about your future that seem to be in bleak.

Today, is one of those days that i really hope that i can make out what do i want from life.
Or maybe, what do i want from myself..
 

 05 tend to have alot of gatherings, and this happened to be one of our gatherings which is held for celebrating christmas. It was held at Mel's place and we played secret santa! Lucky me, my secret santa was Agnes and Joy and i was Jeanne's secret santa! haha. But LOL, me and sophia totally got trolled by Humphrey and Ben. Sophia thought Hump was her secret santa while i thought Ben was my secret santa. But ended up they just wanted to troll us. LOL.

 This was another of our class gathering. It is a BBQ night held at Ms Audrey's place. In this gathering, Ms Audrey made us confess our first impression of each other. It brought us even closer and bonded to each other.
 Guess what event is this? It's dear Sophia's birthday! She booked a hotel room at M Studio near Clarke Quay. However, i caught the flu bug that day and it was a really bad night for me cause i cant even fall asleep cause of my blocked nose. But nonetheless! It was an enjoyable day for all of us cause we played games and had a drinking session with the people, i didnt drink alot though because i think i am too noob so i dont wanna paiseh myself hahaha! I think Sophia should have enjoyed her day! haha.

 Guess what! It's my 18th birthday! It was a really simple celebration but yet a really enjoyable one! Had lunch at Manhatten with the class, i am really touched cause most of them took their time to eat lunch with me, it was an ordinary lunch but also a really extraordinary one for me. Some of us went to sing K together and after that dinner with my precious ones (Rina, Shipeng and Manping)! They never fail to celebrate my birthday with me every year, i am really appreciative of that! Thank you 05 for taking your time off to celebrate my birthday. You guys are really a lovely and sweet bunch.
This is one of our many projects, but this happened to be the one that we had the most fun. We went to fort canning park to do a class tour. And WOHOO, we got quite high marks for it! 
 It's Dionna's Birthday! It's also Rina's birthday! We had dinner at Marche with Rina before heading to Dionna's birthday celebration. Dionna booked a room at RWS Hardrock hotel, we played games and stuff! Really fun day!
 Le Grandeur! We had a 5 days 4 nights stay at a resort in Senai, Johor. I had my first time emcee-ing with Claire and Lena for the gala night! A really different experience for me, and i therefore conclude that i totally dont have any flair for emcee-ing. HAHA.


Apart from the experiences from my course, it was also an exciting year for my CCA!

 It was my first time participating in a competiton for Lifesaving. I was nervous.. and excited at the same time. Most importantly, i feel really proud of myself wearing the team gear for the competition. At that point of time, i really felt like SPLS was a big family together. And hurray! SP won the overall champion for B division and also the champion for B division girls! Really proud of us!

There is also a photo group photo of us eating steamboat after our competition!

 Apart from competing inside a swimming pool, i also had the chance to compete at the sea! I have to confess that I havent attended any open waters training until the last 2 months before the competition. I took up the Surfboard race as my individual event. I was really struggling with it at first because it was my first time learning how to surf. But LUCKILY, i managed to picked up something from the seniors and my team mates, and completed my first surfboard race! wohoooo! But of course i didnt win lah, i am still like some 菜鸟 among all the competitors. But stillllll, I DIDNT COMPLETE LAST! YAYE. i got the 9th position among 12 competitors! hahaha!

"Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.

Oprah Winfrey"

I think i have found those people that would take the bus with me. haha, in secondary school you will find your closest friends and the your worst enemies. But fortunately for me, i didnt find any worst enemies, but i found myself a really kind and sincere bunch of people. These are the people i hope that would remain in my life as i grow up and step into the society. Thanks guys for being with me throughout! It was always a heartwarming thought when you all always make time to arrange meet ups with me.
 haha of course there are two more members i have to add which doesnt belong to my secondary school, Sophia and Jasmine! You two are also friends that i really cherish and hope that our friendships lasts!

Woahhh, this is a reallyyyyyy long post, quite tiring to blog actually.. hahaha!
Shall end here, till then!

IT'S HOLIDAYS TIME! 

 Went on a short holiday in Phuket on 17th- 21st Sept. I was so looking forward to the trip ever since we started talking about it. and here it is, the days that we were having fun always passed so quickly and before we knew it, we were alrdy on our next plane home. 5 days doesn't seem enough for us, but im sure we will have another chance to go overseas together! wohoo!

Not gonna go in detail of what we did everyday cause im too lazyyyyyy, but it is all in my mind as memories that will never be forgotten! haha. This trip allowed me have a lot of whole new experiences, different views about life and definitely made me cherish my friends even more. This 5 days living with classmates was so enjoyable, had lots of fun especially when we cooked our own breakfast and taking care of the villa like it was really like our home cause we still have to wash our own dishes and clean up the kitchen area. haha!

Sightseeing is definitely part of the itinerary when we go overseas. Went to Phang Nga Bay through speedboat and we canoe-ed through the limestone and the natural habitat, truly an once in a lifetime experience. The beaches there were beautiful too, especially when it comes to sunset, it was breathtaking. We didnt get to see the sunrise though because.. yah you know why, beauty sleep are still more important to us, sunrise can wait. haha.

Oh yah! What is visiting Phuket if you dont watch the cabaret show? yup, we caught the Simon Cabaret Show, the ladyboys were so beautiful! haha Sophia and I had lots of questions while watching the show, the really look like real woman. they look even more authentic than us, skinner, smaller face, taller. ok yes, that is how perfect they look. we also visited their place for nightlife, it wasssssssssss.... hmm a new experience, an eye opener for us.

Thai food! It is delicious and cheap! especially their street food, it taste even better than those in the restaurants, whats more we can dine by the beach, enjoying the night breeze and fireworks. haha, it was really nice. We finally got to eat mango sticky rice on our fourth day, after Sophia nag about wanting to eat mango sticky from the first day, hahaha! did i mention that we had Tom Yum Goong everyday? yes, we had it everyday, from those in the restaurants to those from the streets, from those that tasted bland to those that were really authentic and flavourful. and so far, the best we've had so far were from the streets! We've had their fastfood, like KFC and Burger king as well, their KFC was good and cheaper! but i think their burgerking taste the same as those in Singapore, the price is almost the same too.

Shopping! ok hmm there are not much things to shop in Phuket, every shop sells almost the same things. so i didnt really shop much there, only managed to grab a few accessories and gifts for friends thats all. Bangkok is still the best place for shopping! Gonna go there again if i have the chance!

My room mates in this trip was Sophia and Jasmine, it wasnt really strange sleeping with them cause Sophia was my roomie during the cruise trip and Jasmine slept with us during one of the nights. Although we will snatch the blankets in the middle of the night cause we aircon was REALLY cold, but it was definitely a good experience sharing the same bed as them, talking till we fall asleep, sharing thoughts after each day have passed, though im always the first to fall asleep. haha. really look forward to sleeping with you guys again! and also Jeanne and Melissa! felt closer to them after this trip as we also talk till late night during the trip and Jeanne shared the same bathroom with me and Sophia. HAHA new experience! and guys, they were really caring during the trip, nice and funny people to travel with, got to know more about them definitely!

Looking forward to have another trip with them! Thanks guys for the lovely experience! and also special thanks to Melissa for arranging the whole wonderful trip for us! (:

“No one realizes how beautiful it is to travel until he comes home and rests his head on his old, familiar pillow.”- Lin Yutang