Yesterday's was a baaaaaaaaaad day. :/
made me realise alotalotalot of things, that made me felt so stupid, so confused and helpless. most importantly, it made me realise, humans are horrifying creatures. know what Manping told me? she said, "Pei ying, its still not too late to realise it now, although i realised it like two years ago, but at least you'll understand in future."
yah, that made me teared kay. felt so damn disappointed myself for always trusting, believing and supporting the wrong people. the feeling that you've always trusted whatever the person say but in the end all of that are just lies, that feeling is seriously, not-nice at all. and was asked to choose one friend between the two, was not nice at all too.
whatever it is, i dont wanna be the stupid one anymore. i know i've always been saying that, but it never happens. but yah, maybe that means i've got some low EQ i think.
however, yesterday made me saw how my girls have been protecting me from everything. so yah, thanks girls, (:

that dream that sank me in,
and woke me up.